Is this blasphemy?

It's Maundy Thursday and here I am thinking of Jesus Christ in a not so religious and healthy way. It's bad enough that I'm not abstaining from any impure thoughts during this holy week season but it's worst that those impure thoughts are aimed at Jesus Christ, the son of God, our Lord the saviour, to whom this holy week we're celebrating for. I don't know, but the sight of him half naked in the crucifix, with his rock hard abs, long legs and lean muscles always do the trick for me. I cannot help it, but I find the Messiah very sexy.